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Mother Nature

All Alone

I was thinking about romance. What eactly it is?  For example let's think about romantic movies. If somebody ask you to count best romantic movies, which ones would you say? I tell you, probably you say Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, sweet november, titanic, notebook, dirty dancing, autmn in newyork ...etc.
Yes i know, all we know that these movies are so sentimental, sad and very impressive indeed. I've seen sweet november for thousand times neverthless i can still watch it and cry at the last seen. for example Titanic, Is there anygirl who haven't seen this movie in 90s and felt in love with Leo? I don't think so.  But. There is a very big but.
At the end of the day I would say Edward Scissorhands or Star Wars:Attach of the Clone are the best romantic movies. I'm not counting Before Sunrise cause it's deeply romantic i don't need to say this:) Whatever lets go back to my point. Why do i consider these movies as romantic. Cause there is a realy natural love in these movies in someway the others don't have. Most of the romantic movies have this typical man and woman perception. A beautiful, interesting and smart woman with a hundsome charisma and very succesfull man profile. You can easly predict the end of the story.  But think about the Mulder and Scully in the X-Files. We can understand that they abviously love each other though there is no word between him and her about a relasionship. They trust each other, they have a connection. most importantly they are good friends. They care about each other. They are not wasting their time worrying about some stupid relasionship rules (whatever it is :)), They just know it. They don't need to say or hear 'Oou sweety , my honey bee, i love you', 'No , i love you'. When I see this kind of scene in a movie or something, i want to say 'Ok enough i think, who wrote this script? Even five years old kid can do better!'
So i would rather a relaionsip as he says 'i love you' and you answer like 'oh brother' !

Norah Jones - Seven Years

Don't Get Me Wrong

Don't get me wrong if  you say hello and i take a ride.

Analog Portreler

Since i got my analog camera, i've taken photoes of these girls. I learnt using analog camera with this way. But it works i think, it's getting better day by day. I took these photoes with my Yashika using Kodak Portra 160 film. Normally colours are better if you took in sunny wheater but result of indoor ones are pretty good actually.

P.S: I'm really happy to Kodak is still producing films. FYI!

Kamerayi elime aldigimdan beri bu kisceleri cekip duruyorum. Onlari ceke ceke ogrendim analog cekim yapmayi. Ama degiyor galiba, gun gectikce daha da guzellesiyorlar. Bu fotograflari Kodak Portra 160 film  kullanarak Yashika makinam ile cektim. Gunesli ortamlarda renkleri cok daha guzel oluyor ama aksam kapali mekanda da fena olmamis acikcasi.

Not: Kodak tekrardan uretim yapmaya basladi aslinda baya da oldu. Ama Ilginenlere ve bilmeyenlere duyrulur. Sahsen ben bu haberi alinca havalara uctum.

This is Reminder

Hatiralar bana neden bu kadar etkileyici geliyor? Hic anlamiyorum benim olmadiklari halde butun bu resimlere baktigim zaman bir ani goruyorum. Resimde pencereden bakan kizi gordugumde ne hissettigini dusunuyorum. Istasyonda bekleyenleri gordugumde nereye gidiyorlardi, kimin yanina gidiyorlardi, hikayeleri neydi merak ediyorum. Trafikte yanimda giden arabadaki kadini gordugumde onun hayatini merak ediyorum. Acaba o kadin o anda kimin yanina gidiyor, belki kizinin yanina gidiyor, Kimbilir?

Bazen kendimi kosturan tavsanlarin arasinda ilerleyen bir kaplumbaga gibi hissediyorum. Zaman cevremdeki herseyle birlikte white rabbit gibi depar atarken ben hizla cevremde girdaplar olusturan anlari yavasca izliyorum ve anlari yakalamaya calisiyorum. O ani yakalamaya ve hissettmeye calisiyorum. Benim gibi dikkatsiz bir insan icin oldukta zor birsey :) Sukur ki fotograf makinam ve filmlerim var :)

I don't know why the memories impress me so much. I don't understand it. When i look at them i see a history even if they don't belong to me. When i see the girl at the window in the photo i wonder how does she feel. When i see the people who are waiting at the stop i wonder where are they going or who are they going to visit? When i see the woman who drives on the road i wonder her life. Where is she going? May she is going to visit her doughter, who knows?

Sometimes i feel like a turtle and rabbits are rapidly running around me. I'm slowly watching them and trying to catch some moments when time and all other things sprint around. I am trying to catch and feel that moment. It's not easy, specially for an inattentive person like me. But thank god i have my cameras and films :)

Fon Muzik/ Back Ground Music: Travis - Reminder

Kose Kahve Alacati

Kose Kahve'den 15 Eylul Kiraathanesi

Kose Kahve'nin ince detaylari

Kose Kahve'de Limonlu Mereng tatlisi

Kose Kahve'nin girisi

Kose Kahve'den Alacati sokaklarinin gorunusu

 Elin kolun bos, okuyacak bir kitabin bile yok ya da yaninda kimse yok iste bu mekanda oyle bir anda bile oturup bos bos etrafa bakabilirsin. Otur sokaktan gecenleri izle, alacati sokaklarina bak, dukkanlarini duzenleyen, musretilerle ilgilenen alacati esnafini izle. Hic bir sey yapma sadece izle, sadece izlemek bile huzur veriyor :)

Fon Muzikte:

She & Him - I Thought I Saw Your Face Today